sometimes I dream about falling asleep and never waking up. but slowly disappearing from humanity & colliding with reality that doesn’t demand as much. to be able to learn from the nightmares and absorb the life of dreams.
It wouldn’t matter that I’m sick, my clothes, shoes, nothing matters except the actual experience. sleeping is the perfect death because you feel what you want to feel. you don’t worry about what others will feel or what will happen, because you’re already in an afterlife. people love sleeping because it makes them feel better, but what if you feel the best when you’re dreaming? then youll never want to wake up.
i can play guitar.