i am good & broken.
i can play guitar.
sometimes i stare outside and wonder what you’re doing, if you’re all right, if you wonder about me.

sometimes i stare outside and wonder what you’re doing, if you’re all right, if you wonder about me.

sometimes fighting for me, just says so much more than your empty words. 

sometimes fighting for me, just says so much more than your empty words. 

you’ve made me broken. i can never forgive you for that.

you’ve made me broken. i can never forgive you for that.

you can’t lose someone who was never yours.

it sucks when you love someone and they have been tricking you instead of loving you. the thing is, is that boys are such good liars. as long as they are getting whatever they want, then it doesn’t matter if you are slowly dying or if you are eternally happy. 

he got what he wanted and he got to do whatever he wanted.he was lonely and wanted someone, and i was the unfortunate one to stumble in her path. i was dumb-i didn’t just stumble in front of him, i wanted him. i chased him. i thought that i won him over, oh how wrong i was. 

he tricked me. i lost a handful of friends because of him, i lost my roommate because of him, i missed out on parties, and other guys who could have swept me off my feet-all for what? so that i could be lied to and used. 

i will never ever get used to people acting inhumane. how can you purposely use someone and not feel anything? 

he didn’t even pretend to care. i had to tell him like an instruction manual how to be a boyfriend. how to love someone, how to get them a gift, how to be a man, i shouldn’t have to do that. thank you for not planning anything for our 2 year anniversary- you have made things a lot easier to see. 

you don’t care about me or anyone else, except yourself.

time wasted…

i used to think that men would do whatever they could to do whatever they wanted. i used to think that there was a soulmate for everyone, and sometimes they get lost, but eventually find them. but how do you know? i have no answer for that. 

you can spend years with someone trying to fix them or trying to make them a better version of themselves, but it doesn’t work if they don’t want to do the same for you. and he doesn’t want that for me. i don’t want him to be different, i just want him to be different for the things that affect me. like don’t be high when i am around. please please don’t be high when you’re with me. but you think that its such a ridiculous request that you won’t even consider doing that.  and i have never doubted that i could find someone who wouldn’t even smoke at, but i have doubted finding someone who will love me this much, who will understand that i am a ticking grenade, that i am a bitch when I’m feeling sick, and someone who i will love this much. 

the number of tears, or heartbreaks, or conversations we have. i know that you will never change. and i was foolish enough to believe that you would. i was too infatuated with you that i didn’t realize this. i was so stupid to believe that you loved me enough to do anything for me. love is fantasy-it is what you make it. and i made it into a mess.

i’ve always said that promises are meant to be broken, sometimes they take a lot longer to be broken while others are broken soon after they were made. 
promises are just reassured lies, they are word that mean nothing, because they are never kept. promises are meant to last forever but nothing lasts forever. 

i’ve always said that promises are meant to be broken, sometimes they take a lot longer to be broken while others are broken soon after they were made. 

promises are just reassured lies, they are word that mean nothing, because they are never kept. promises are meant to last forever but nothing lasts forever. 

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